Hi guys/girls ( sorry in advance if this tends to dribble on alittle ) Well since daniels accident I just havn't felt 'happy' ( for want of a better word ) when im out on the bike, I used to love just jumping on for a quick spurt down to get someones smokes. But it just dont 'do it' for me anymore, I want to go and see Daniel at the Alfred hosp but cant seem to make that move :? We had Shirlys funeral today and I couldn't even get myself to go to that ( even though i planned to and even got the bike out etc etc ) but when it came time to go.... nah just couldn't even get on the bike. I even msg'd Deb about coffee tonight with all intentions of going, till it was time to put the gear on. You see every time I look at the bike now or think about Daniel all i see is me in hospital instead of him and the funeral of Nadeen or one of my kids that could of been on the back of my bike. I know it was only an accident, and 1 in a million at that but ?! Now having buried 4 mates from bike accidents in the past 10 years and now the 7th family member in 5 years, i seem to have developed one hell of a case of the HEBIE JEBIES :? and am reascessing my own mortality. so should i hang up the helmet for awhile and see if this feeling passes or ?