Work is crappy. The pay is pathetic and I’m being left on my own for hours to take the calls and generally get yelled at by lusers. Not that most of it is that bad, the users are generally pretty nice. The work is just boring and I’m not learning anything. Most of the calls are just messages for other people (the "glorified receptionist" as mum calls helpdesk), and what is left is either easy fix or f***ing frustrating or one of the ones that hangs in the queue forever. I want a new bike, but I’m restricted until October (1 year after I got my Ps). I know what bike I want (without having test-ridden it), and the cost is… well… typical for the Ducati. More than I should spend, really. Heck, I don't even know I could get insurance!! I really don't know what to do and just generally feel like screaming or hacking something to pieces or curling up in a ball and crying.